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[Feb. 22nd, 2008|04:38 pm] |
and if there's one thing i learned in chemistry
it's that the gain of electrons is reduction, obviously
but you can't see electrons without machines
and you can't tell from my inflection if i'm being mean |
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[Feb. 17th, 2008|01:58 am] |
the saddest thing:
Who do you miss a lot right now?
dad.
Who are you going to miss a lot in the next few days?
not sure, lol. dad still.
Do you think you'll get along better with your siblings when you get older?
i dont have any. |
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[May. 26th, 2007|10:14 pm] |
tomorrow is my first day at ranch hope, specifically the victory house branch of the ranch.
i met the girls already. two didn't look up, one just looked at me, one gave me a head nod and the only white girl said hello.
i'd rather be at the royal brompton. i used to walk in the room to robin's face lighting up and calling me petal or sweetness.
i'd rather walk through my commons to the tube.
i want to wait on the platform, check the screens, listen in on conversations.
i want to read the london lite or the metro or london paper and learn about the brit celebs. i want to analyze the adverts above the map of the piccadilly line.
i want to pass the V&A and the Natural History museum when i walk to work. pass hugh grant's street.
i want to watch eastenders and the weakest link without commercials.
i want london so badly. it's just better there. better than farms and boredom. |
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[May. 16th, 2007|10:39 am] |
i loled
Queer: So, I freaked out earlier this morning. I went to the bathroom to take a piss, whipped it out, and my dick was brown!
Fag hag, horrified: Did you not clean yourself good after anal?
Queer: No, no, I always do! But, like, I'm thinking I have an STD or something! My heart almost stopped!
Fag hag: So... Do you?
Queer: Well, no. Then I looked at my hand and it was brown, too. Then I remembered -- last night I masturbated with my sister's self tanner.
--Washington Square Park |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2007|11:59 pm] |
i'm leaving the city i love on wednesday.
i'm sad about it, but i know it's not goodbye.
it was weird leaving everyone at my internship. it was one of those awkward well i'll probably never see you again in my life good luck with your career good byes. yes, awkward. i loved them all. i loved my internship. caroline, ben, robin, shaun, annie, marie, bella, chris. they were welcoming and became great friends.
the things i will remember most:
getting drunk off of wine in the pub with annie, caroline, shaun and robin.
the good bye pub night
the pub quiz! awesome.
the boy from amman that freaked out when he saw the american flag.
the little girl that called me a fucking cunt.
robin teaching me english rhyming slang. (chevy chase=face, bacons=legs, mincers=eyes, micky=house, etc.)
the really great meals in the hospital caf
galaxy caramels after lunch
V&A, Science Museum, London Eye, other outings
i have one suitcase packed and one to go.
went shopping today. got some great shoes and a shirt, plus some tea and cookies for lindsey and my mom.
spoke with my family on the phone. they're excited for more english chocolate and mind the gap mugs. (you know, please mind the gap between the train and the platform)
spoke with lucy on the phone. i just want to snuggle with her!
my new room furniture is coming. i think my mom just went with the ethan allen stuff since she didn't like anything else.
they're all happy that rick is picking me up from the airport so they don't have to get out of work.
i need to find somewhere to celebrate my arrival and his birthday on tuesday.
yeah, i'm ready to come home, but i'll be back. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2007|11:36 pm] |
I leave for Ealing, London tomorrow.
6:55 PM. I will arrive at 6:05 AM, London time.
I am not ready. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2007|11:25 pm] |
goodbye catch_the_glare.
hello bangers_mash.
add me if you haven't already. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2006|01:44 pm] |
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IT'S TIME TO START FEELING GOOD AND DOING THINGS THAT MATTER! |
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[Mar. 4th, 2006|06:35 pm] |
i just got the email:
Cheers, Londoners!
Congratulations! You have been approved to participate in UC in London Spring 2007.
i'm so fucking pumped you have no idea.
happy birthday to me! |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2006|03:20 pm] |
i want a future with him.
i also want to stop doing things that might jeopardize that. |
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[Dec. 29th, 2005|11:36 pm] |
my vision is blurry. it's never like that. does that mean my body is lacking some vital nutrient or something? i'm eating grapes, so maybe that will help.
i went shopping with mum, mummum and jenna today. we ate at some fantastic chinese bistro family style place. i got some jeans (and totally went against my previous stance of never buying destroyed jeans and never paying too much for jeans that are already worn in, blah blah. in other words, they were destroyed and too expensive but they fit perfectly and i wasn't paying.)
i miss my friends. the ones who dont call, care, etc. it's cool though. every time this happens i get depressed, and i just move a little bit further away from them. it's probably better i'm not so attached. they disappoint, anyways! and who wants that? (and who wants no one in their life at all?) (not me, but i admit it, pride gets in the way and i'd rather have them feel bad about ignoring me if that is what they are doing, if they feel bad at all, and me not call or contact them and have them miss me.) (but who is to say they do?)
it sure feels like they dont.
rick tells me i should 'include myself' but i really don't know if that is possible. i'm listening to his advice, and i appreciate it. but honestly, there is only so much i can do. you don't want to hang out? thats fine, just tell me. ignoring/silent treatment/whatever is dumb. i'm over it. so grow up! i'm just so frustrated. and depressed. and imogen heap on repeat isn't helping!
these grapes are so good. i cannot wait to see rick saturday morning. i've lost some weight since i've been home and i'm almost done season two of the oc. next is oprah on dvd, then my free on demand movies like the babysitters club.
is it so bad for me to want things like how they were? is it so bad to have everyone care like they used to? |
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[Dec. 6th, 2005|12:44 am] |
i LOVE these pomegranates.
they're so fun to eat. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2005|06:10 pm] |
i feel like i haven't written in this thing in forever! i'm normally very good at updating.
well, the trend of the semester is hands down an upward one, and it continues to blow my mind how happy i am capable of being. i could almost cry!
work is going very well. i've decided that it would be less work if i worked at free people, and i would get the same discounts and pay and such. i've realized that the people i work with at urban are ten times better and i really really like them. yen? cutest asian in the world. holly? cutest gangster asian with a deep voice. kiki? alexis? carly? they're amazing. i'm just starting to really talk to them, and because of that, my experience at urban outfitters has enhanced greatly.
friday night i went to the 80's prom themed rugby formal and i got crunk faced and danced around with my girlfriends. it was really fun, i totally enjoyed myself. i learned how to play flip cup! then i got my roommate mad at me. you know how those things go.
i've been bringing things home from urban each time i work. i can't leave without making a purchase. i need to start leaving my debit card at home!
after my psych class today i stayed after and basically had a fantastic conversation with my professor for an hour. that woman is so intelligent, it blows me away. he graduated from a special psych program at harvard where only 8 of the so many hundred people who apply get in. i can have bragging rights! she's just like my mom, but with more iq points.
i spoke to my momma today, and it was good. and m dad yesterday. they miss me when i don't call.
rick came over after his class today and we basically smooched and giggled and were cute for an hour or so. i am so in love, and it's amazing. i'm going to miss him so much over christmas break. he looked so cute today too. sigh! oh, love.
i'm going to the library now to actually do some work. surprise!
p.s. i'm not kidding about saving for a plane ticket. |
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[Oct. 11th, 2005|12:02 pm] |
!!!!!!!!!
i dont care that i only had three hours of sleep and that i have a midterm in a matter of hours and a paper to type up. i am so happy! the boy is wonderful, and things finally feel right.
i remembered that i have peppered steak that my mom brought me to eat for lunch. woo hoo!
HEY IF YOU'RE NOT BUSY TONIGHT AT 8 EASTERN, YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO MY FIRST RADIO SHOW OF THE YEAR:
http://wvou.ursinus.edu/asxgen/wmtencoder/wvou.asf |
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[Jun. 17th, 2005|10:12 pm] |
i don't have anything to say today.
i just thought i'd tell you that.
i need good book and/or music suggestions. i'm bored.
thanks. |
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[Apr. 6th, 2005|08:10 pm] |
but for now we are young, let us lay in the sun,
count every beautiful thing we can see. |
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[Feb. 15th, 2005|01:00 pm] |
hey kids. tonight is my first radio show, so it might stink and it might be filled with dead air. i hope not, but it is possible. if you want to listen, that would be awesome. it is from 8-9. love<3
http://wvou.ursinus.edu/wvou |
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[Dec. 28th, 2003|08:30 pm] |
i used to put paper cups on my toes and pretend they were ballet shoes. we went through a lot of paper cups.
i'm keeping my christmas lights up all year long.
i'm living as much as i can and i'm trying hard to not just exist.
there must be more to life than this. |
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